Wednesday, November 19, 2008

woe



"The second woe has
passed. Behold the
third woe cometh
quickly." -Revelation
11:14


Hell breathes the fire of unquenchable desire
Excess's sinking spiral
leads to its wisdom prison gate
once beloved faces
twist distort creates
the grating utterance incenses
the door-less walls and maculate the halls
an overture to the descent to hell


secretion of lies with indulging ties
robs all joy as if mortal life a toy
when we cease to struggle against the chain
it is then that we submit to the restraint


scrape off the errogenous zones
burn a heart to the tone
Machavallian torture
lusty eyes seek desire to consume pleasure
love crucibles soul higher into royal treasure

billow robe incognito
slow to show
rotting soul amidst blooming flesh
banished immortal beauty
nevermore deceiving reality


Blue clings to me
revealing darkly what i see


spirits rejoice for the lost
gloat for their deceit
for validating the cost

i succumb to distractions tempt
consumned by naughty elf
i abhor my reprobate self

temptation is a beautiful whore
falling in love is for corpses
succubus in the days of lore
discovers delicious shadows
incubus penetrates the door
all thirst for one to count his score


a writhing serpent double tailed
coiled scales circle foundations limbs
slithering up the steeple's spine
soft and warm spilling against
cool firm flesh stiff and piercing carress
for the suple receiving peaks
and crevice conclave divine


putred regurgitating aura
of the beloved idolized
induces trance to encompass and contract
circumnavigate the throat
squeezing life out of death
severing soul from creator
we go blind to the line between truth and lie


lust has been raped of its pleasure
debaucherous pride of its illusion


at the end blue clingsto me
revealing darkly what i see
hell breathes the fire of unquenchable desire


"Have pity on me,
have pity on me oh
you my friends, for the
hand of God has
touched me." Job
19:21

the beast of reveal














do not want to face these inner workings thought to have previously been destroyed
disillusion is a friend indeed
for truth comforts me
though i am past the morning
the moon is still in my head
a moonlit day i can see
as a fog as it wanes away
blood is pouring forth from me
am i purged to be an object for others gain
why do i pursue you here now
i need the tomorrow to feel me in it's dream
to be full indeed
to be satisfied
i know all eludes me here in the absence of purified faith
burn me to the tone of my core
i pray
to dissolve the scorn of the shame that He never put on me
that i should teach a story
that leads me to the edge of this divine madness
i can see it
i can feel it
when i leap
i float
why always why and how to show us
who we are
i am
am i
are you
you are
the beloved illusion crumbles
like a frozen flower turned to ash
impossible to clasp
impossible to believe
without my flesh to decieve
do you even exist
and if you did
would you want to see
experience me
help the thoughts manifest
characters on the tangible stage
to bless the age
share that we are we
and see
the others
are here in our souls
we are not from this world
descendant of the King
traveled here on a vibrating high A light beam
to scream
WAKE UP
but still
i need
i hate to need
i hate everything
i love
i love everything
i hate
you respond to me not
visceral enough to know
worth is not a concept i can afford
for all the sound in my throat could never convince you of my love loyal
i can not bear it alone
i have loved on my own
a number that stands
solemn
surrounded
you know- the idea- of this crowded room
so i seethe into the mouth of the seeker
do you really want to see
see what you create
you long not for truth but justification
scientists kill their hypothesis with the pathos of the predetermined idea
i deny the truth
for to release my twisted lover Pain
is too much to bare
but still
i run
and i run on
into a sunset blue
without you
born a single we die alone
without flesh
without bone
the Kingdom is in me
and it is weeping
for you always weeping
weeping
for you
never is my pleasure pure
at least not for long
death is to try to grasp a moment forever a glimmer
desire in a net for tinkerbells
let it go to embrace the One who has loved from the beginning of the scattered color tone
in His warm fuzzy peach cobbler shoes
leading to ion electron shiver
comforting revelation
visual stimulation
underneath the wind leave tree into me
the knight always rides with the headless samurai
the water in the stone

conception

conception

spherical void swirling with
Hallowed density

Synchronicity's dance is Eternity's symphony
lightning in the dust
air of the dawn
electricity in ocean glacier
a helix foundation built on concentrated Holy thought
circumstance is a sumultaneous balance of cause and effect
contradiction is Blame's fault
there is no fear to be found
in the dissection of justice and mercy
creation and distruction
are lovers with one body
paradox
is Truth's dream opiate

contemplate
meditation

transmigration

Sunday, November 02, 2008

brainstorm

running verbal escapades in my brain
what to capture?
what to spit?

honey drip

off the tongue

sing the unsung song

of the ever stung

i will be unstrung
unspun

'cause you got me spinnin

like a gyro pope

astrolabe lasso
the roam ideas foam

imagine imagery

what could be spoke

of the wheel

indeed this is reel

imbibe the shaken
bitter flavor

energy endeavor

all we have is faith
for peace

you speak
the words of the mind inside

dream come into me i scream

rapid eye

moving head back and forth

release the beast of reveal

light speed serpentine orb

scripture leaking out of

bleeding ear belly


skin circles bound

in leatherback

call and response

at the same time

swirling oil black rainbow puddles


behind the grotesque mask


it is all coming back


what was left to gestate


create fate could we believe


in the flow hidden in

merky crystal ball shadow


con science ness


suspense


pause


into intense


this is why i was born from you this is truth


undulate sadate


enter the gate


lift and rise


burst into star skies


laser knit galaxy


dancing light particles


wings of saturn ring


dust majestic intuition


implosion


explosion


spontenous combustion